Sambung dari post sebelum ni.
25 Oktober,2020 lebih kurang jam 2pm
Ke emergency PPUM. Dipendekkan cerita, lepas MO check and baca referral letter, terus kena tolak masuk ke wad sementara. Maka bermulalah sesi soal siasat oleh doc. Reason g klinik, bila start sakit, pernah ke x jadi macam ni, dah kawen ke belum, bila 1st start period, if period senggugut ke x, if senggugut makan ubat ke tak and many more.
Senggugut period tu normal sebab memang dari zaman muda remaja lagi memang selalu senggugut. Nak cakap tak makan pain killer langsung tu tipu la. Ada la jugak makan tapi dalam lebih kurang sampai form3 or form 4 tu ada la makan once or 2 times macam tu. Kalau makan tu maksudnya dah tak tahan sangat. Sebab I prefer not to consume meds sebab tau x elok sangat makan pain killer. Then maybe form 4 or 5 macam tu, dah tak senggugut maybe masa tu sebab consume spirulina. so memang dah tak senggugut. Even dah stop makan pun still x sakit. Rasa lenguh-lenguh tu biasa tapi yang penting tak mengganggu. Sampai la past 5-6 years back, sengguggut mula datang balik but it's bearable. Lenguh-lenguh and rasa sakit sikit-sikit tu biasa.
Early of this year maka bermula lah episod setiap kali period, I will have severe "gastric". First 2 months is bearable, memang jaga time makan and memang seboleh-boleh nya make sure perut x kosong. Sebab at this time, even lapar sikit pun, sila tanggung akibat nya. 😅 So.. In April, during PKP and bulan puasa disebabkan sakit yang dah x leh nak tanggung, maka ku dikejarkan ke emergency Hospital Tengku Anis. 😊 Masa ni doc pun x de la check details sebab I cakap gastric and kena cucuk 1 jarum then ok. So balik lah. Masa ni memang x leh nak duduk pun. Even dalam kereta pun duduk kat tengah seat depan and seat penumpang sebab x boleh nak duduk. Masuk kereta pun merangkak. 😅
Then berpegang kepada konsep "gastric" every time period, I do consult with few docs memandangkan I is pengunjung setia hospitals. 😅 The last doc I consult gave me ubat untuk gastric and asked me to consume for 1 month and see how it goes. Ni tak salah kan doc lah because I went to general clinic. Not a specialist. Bila start consume ubat gastric ni ok lah... Tapi masalahnya ialah every night around 1-2am akan tersedar and perasaan lapar tu muncul seolah-olah tak makan apa-apa pun for the whole day. Tapi tak de la nak layan perut bangun makan malam-malam buta kan. Don't know if this was the effect of meds or a "sign". Tunggu esok pagi je baru makan. 😅
Ok. Back to ED at PPUM. Xray for lung and abdomen, draw blood, urine test, and docs from appendicitis and surgery came and visit me because remember? The doc at the clinic said it is 80% appendix. (Masa doc tekan perut, rasa cam nak terajang orang je. sakit weiiii 😅) Then doc from gynae came and said "jom g scan ye" dan my bed ditolak oleh docs. Masa ni seriously have no idea at all what was it about. Because dalam kepala is appendix.
So doc scan and said "I x de nampak appendix pun. Ni macam cyst. Left and right." Simple je ayat doc kan.. Tapi masa dengar tu terus pandang doc, pandang screen. WHAAATTTT??? x cukup lagi ke dengan surprise appendix tu? Doc, it's not funny ok. Simple tapi padu and padat and boleh menggugurkan jantung yang mendengar nya. Tapi masa ni doc x boleh nak confirm sebab I just past urine. So tak jelas kata nya. She made a phone call to another specialist maybe and inform her about my condition. Then doc cakap akan scan lagi sekali dalam ward. 😔
Masa ni tak tau la feeling tu camana. My brain just can't function well. Yes, cyst is normal among women but then it's not something favourable ditambah pula I is single, not married yet, no kids. All I can think is risk to undergo surgery. ðŸ˜
Around 7.30pm, dah di ward
Once warded, doc scan lagi sekali and yes it's CONFIRM WITH ENDOMETRIOSIS. Tanya doc apa tu endometriosis, doc suh google.. hahaha kelakar. Otak ni dah la tak function. Doc suruh google pulak dah. Tapi betul la tu. Rasa kalau doc explain masa tu pun otak tak boleh digest gak kot info-info yang doc bagi tu. 😅
Left 5cm, right 3cm. Dok berkira-kira kalau 5cm tu consider besar ke kecik ye? Atas saranan doc, maka google lah apa itu endometriosis dan cyst. So bila dah baca few webs, blogs, pages and ada tanya jugak doc apa yang tak faham now I know. 5cm is not small mak cik oi tunggu masa nak kena operate je but still not urgent. Doc cakap elektif surgery which means boleh hold dulu and tak urgent and doc suh consume vissane dulu. Based on readings and understanding from doc's explaination, yang dok sakit masa period tu bukan gastric, tapi endometriosis. Doc ada jugak explain pasal tisu melekat dekat ovari then masa period tisu tu tak keluar habis and so on. Tapi tak tau nak simplify kan camana takut jadi missinterpretation pulak dengan apa yang doc explain. 😅
Selama ni dok dengar orang je.. 😔
* day 13 after discharge
Moga dikurniakan kesembuhan. Tak nak undergo surgery ðŸ˜ðŸ˜